Apartments

The joy of apartment living:

I get to hear my neighbors pee.

What a delight!

Blah Day

I'm really bad at posting often. But here goes. I feel the need to purge my feelings today and get them out.

I'm feeling a little down today. My job stresses me out like none other. I'm always wondering - will I get my hours this week? Will Cindy be good or terrible? Will she act like she needs my help or like I'm a huge bother?

I hate the what-ifs of that job. I just want to move on, Lord. PLEASE! Teach me what I need to learn here quickly. Or give me the strength and maturity to get through.

I pray for an eternal perspective, Lord. Today, I go to class (walk in the cold! BOO!) then come home, I need to clean the laundry rooms at work and hopefully get time in the office. I need to get in 15 hours in the next 3 days, which for normal people wouldn't seem like that hard but for my job, it can be.

God, I need you to calm the storm in my heart. I'm going back and forth between stressed out upset and calm. I know that I shouldn't forecast a bad day - so in Jesus's name, today will be a good day! Even with the snow (that I HATE) and work (that I sometimes HATE!)

God, give me new eyes to see Your goodness. My life is not bad. I have good things in my life. God is faithful to me and I need to trust Him to get me through these days that dont seem like any fun.

Give me strength to live the life that you've given me. Help me give you glory and not just focus on myself. In Jesus's name, Amen